No hero in her sky

I really feel that I can’t handle my time well, it’s like.. there’s always no time and schedules are conflicting. So so so frustrating. Thank goodness for my pretty sky blue planner else I think I would go bonkers. 

I don’t know why even at 18 (going on 19) I still feel super scared whenever I ask my parents for permission to go out. I know I know, most people can just tell their parents or go out with just a text, but no, I can’t. I can’t stay out too late too, which is annoying esp when transportation takes up so much time. It’s prolly a single child syndrome, so oh wells, just gotta have to resign to fate.

Watching PLL and and maybe TLG later when it’s done loading. Really good shows, esp PLL. Gonna start work tmr, and I’m pretty hyped about it. Looking forward to meeting the kids, and having something to do instead of bumming around at home! For once, first day of school would see me doing something different. 

For one brief moment today, I realised how scary it felt to lose you. 

Okay… so down to the last bio paper. Oh gosh.. the wait is really torturous. While the rest of the world celebrate and embrace freedom, poor bio students have to wait for the last paper before we can gloat at the people who take theatre drama and studies and the islamic law people. Ah wells…. nvm, just got to hang on and stay focused. 

Although a’s arent over, the diet plan is starting right now. So the diet plan is a dual plan acty, to save $$$ and lose weight. Heh, gonna need a lot of discipline to resist food (esp unhealthy and exp food) but I will do it. Just have to keep the end goal in mind and I’m sure all the photos of skinny pretty girls would help heehee! The first thing I’m gonna do… is to run tmr morning (hahhaha provided daddy and I can wake up!)

Listening to she&him new christmas album and feeling like christmas is round the corner. Love the vibes I get from christmas, all the christmas lights, gift wrapping… Love going to town when it’s christmas season, brings back a lot of beautiful memories. And of cos, last christmas was exceptionally meaningful :’)

And of cos, there’s taiwan to look forward to after christmas. I like taking airplanes! 

 

okay, it’s not friday yet but im ubber egggg-cited for friday cos we are going to uss >:D wohoo. 

Okay need to contain my excitement heh. 6 days national day holiday, things are looking up!

At the same time I kinda dread it when each day ends and I know I’ve barely did anything concrete. Sighs. A’s countdown isn’t helping. In fact it freaks me out even more so I shall not count.

Missing the army boy! <3