January 2010
17 posts
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I’m starting to have second doubts about things. I’m starting to even question myself whether I can make it. Its bad, I’m probably overthinking things, but you can say I’m just moody about certain things. It feels exactly like last year, suddenly this insecurity starts to sink in. Its just cos of one small thing and it ignited this huge reaction from me. So annoying, I hate...
Jan 31st
Everything of nothing
Pleasefindthis makes you feel a whole load better, cos you feel there’s finally someone who actually knows how you feel and expresses it so accurately in words. Then you pause, and realise that you aren’t you, and everyone is actually you. Everyone reads it differently, and you are just applying your life experience into his posts. I guess that’s what is the most amazing thing...
Jan 30th
Defying gravity
Music and a quiet night alone, does wonders to you. I can’t wait for tomorrow. It was pretty fun talking to lester boy just now, and asking him about SJI’s orientation. Lol, I really can’t imagines a guys school orientation. Very random, but when I was on the way home from tuition today, an SC girl came up to ask me where I got my bag from. Was pleasantly surprised, and we...
Jan 30th
“For some reason, a long time ago, you and I sat down and said that on this day,...”
–  I wrote this for you
Jan 28th
“A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity; an optimist sees the...”
– Winston S Churchill (via artpixie)
Jan 28th
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Old captains and brand new cruise ships
Owl City never fails to make me happy. I’m glad there’s going to be a mini 2A gathering before orientation begins next week. I hope everyone is fine with it, and having a last camwhore session sounds.. sad, really. Work is zooming past. I have another 5 more hours. Its the last day tomorrow, wow really passed by super super fast. I remember the first week crawled past. And the iPad...
Jan 28th
I'm a sucker for a kind world
My bag is here, and I’m very happy with how it is. Really really chio (although my dad disagrees completely cos he says it looks like a smurf with pimples). Whatever the case is, its a fresh change from my pinky deuter! Haha no more excess pink and it shall be my urm… 10th step to looking like a smarter girl and less like a bimbo. Hoho! I kinda want to join the new J1s for orientation...
Jan 27th
“Will I wake to find you waiting by my bedside? Will I wake to find you waiting...”
– Sleep, Copeland
Jan 27th
Halfway to the bottom
Yesterday was a great night out with the girls to celebrate jo’s super duper belated birthday. I’m really lazy to go into details, but it was okay food at a nice place with great company. And there was awesome birthday song singing as well, and the everlasting candle that cannot be blown out. Anyway I tried uploading pictures onto facebook but for some reason it is not reflected in my...
Jan 27th
Just haven't met you yet.
Gosh, so many wants, but I have highly limited moolah. I hate looking at pretty things, get desperate to get them, and subsequently depressed cos I know I probably can’t get them. Nevermind, I’m determined to get them, soon (hopefully?!) Too many wants, and I don’t even know which want I want more than the other. Uh oh.
Jan 20th
The world's a better place when it's upside down
Work is getting better cos it feels much faster and less draggy than the previous days. I don’t like the pasta that I had for lunch today, cos it leaves this lingering taste in my mouth for the longest time. Squash with Jams and Denise was pretty alright. Not very intense, but I guess it would suffice for the first squash session after so long. I’m glad at least I can hit on the sweet...
Jan 15th
Don't hide yourself inside
Think things are pretty odd these days. Rather I think I’m the odd one making odd things happen. There are somethings that are within me but yet, I don’t want to tell anyone about it. Clearly there is something boggling me, but I shall shut keep it to myself. Get over it, that’s all I have to say. Loads of things to do recently. Been having to juggle between work, undone (and...
Jan 14th
Jan 14th
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Cold december
Google is really my best friend. Be it in school or at work. Weekends are over. Its a working week ahead and please do tell me what’s wrong with my working attitude. So annoyed with my unmotivated self because I currently don’t want to do anything but slack my life away. Well obviously I can’t cos I have shitloads of overdued (I repeat, OVERDUED) homework waiting to be done....
Jan 10th
Imaginary Friends
I’m a demanding kid. I want instant gratification. Sometimes oversensitivity within me gets too overwhelming and even I am annoyed with myself.
Jan 10th
“Sunshine I’d really like to tell you Oh my sunshine Even though your...”
– Sunshine, Matt Costa
Jan 9th
Paperback Head
I don’t know if I should come back to tumblr. Maybe I would consider this for less wordy posts and for those posts that I always post on impulse. Anyway tegan and sara is godamnawesome. Gosh, and I need a new dosage of songs. They are getting pretty old. I want to find another artiste that can blow me away like how between the trees, ronnie day, death cab, aqualung, lovedrug, and backseat...
Jan 9th